Lost And Lonely .5. This light
It's weird, isn't it? It must be painful, right? Standing in Light with those Dark feelings. I don't understand
Little Light Of HopeIf you forget,Why you're upset.And if you don't know,where to go.You can always come back.But you're too hurt and upset,Feeling quite sad,But girl, it's all in your Head.And I know you're Confused,Know it's no use,But I can't just stand and watch you drown,Give me your hand, I won't let you Down.But you have faith no more,And I have given my all,It wasn't quite enough,Please pretty girl, tell me, why can't you laugh?Girl, baby, why you're that upset.And I'm sorry for all the things I said,Things that can't make you laugh...I'm sorry I Hurt you,Little Light Of HopeI told you...
I'm BreakingGet the hell out of here!Go away!Don't come back!Just stay away
I'm done,I'm done,I'm done,So why do I miss you?I want you back, but I can't!No.. I don't
But still I love you
Why is this so hard??I'M BREAKING!
Little Girl... A tree in bloom The sun shining brightly Couples in the park It's almost summer, isn't it?
I'm Hurt, She's...I'm Hurt
It's not you; it's not someone else,It's me, I'm hurt.I'm kind of freaking out at the moment,Not thinking straight
Nothing's really straight about me
But I'm not hiding.I can't stop thinking about you,I want to stopI can't stop my heartbeat when I see youI want to stopI can't stop my feelings.. about you
But I want them to feel you like a friend
I'm broken,From the outside, I smile.But inside
I'm completely broken.I'm Hurt
Heal The PainI want to have THE words.. but I have None...I don't want to see you Hurt, and the Hope is al Gone!Please listen to me!Keep breathing and feel!Just go and heal,your Heart, that will be a start.
Hope is our only SanityWhen pink came with the song fucking perfect,People say fucked up.When Kelly Clarkson came with the song what doesn't kill you makes you stronger,People say what doesn't kill you fucks you up mentally.So when I say: What's wrong with people?They say: Everything.Why?What's the use of being negative?Of being complicated?When someone gives you a hug,Hug BackWhen someone gives you a kiss,Kiss BackWhen someone says: "You'll be ok"Believe Them'Cause even when you know you're not,We can't lose the hope.Hope Is Our Only Sanity
Still Heart broken - Christina AguileraU stand upU smileU look outsideU look sad...You're in Love,You break up,You're left heart broken,And even after a long time,It still brings u down.Even after all this time,But, there's always an other way,And I hope everyone wil find their paths in life,Just need to find mine.. before it's too late.~ Inspired by Christina Aguilera
a Life Without LoveA child walking to school,Just to hear he's a fool,A girl who goes to her first day at work,Just to hear she ain't good enough,A Life Without Love.
To Deprive And Bestowyou left brashly with a clouded mindripped and tore us both apartbut there was one thing you left behindyou forgot to take your heart
Stand aloneA girl stands,Alone and weakAs insults rain downTears pour,Across her rosy cheeksStaining once pure skinSlutWhoreBitchEach word,Is a knife to her heart.You're worthlessJust kill yourselfNo one would careSilently she movesTheir taunting wordsHaunting her every moveWhere are you going?Oh wait it doesn't matterNo one would love a bitch like you.When she gets home,Her mother doesn't askHow she isShe goes to her room,Cries more than she ever has beforeAnd wishes for her life to endAs she falls asleepShe prays for some escapeFrom her personal hell.Then she awakens the next dayTo begin it all over againBesides,Who would ever love a girl like her?
My LoveMy body cries to you,"Touch me."My heart screams to you,"Love me."My soul begs to you,"Complete me."My hands search for you,Just to simply touch you sends shivers up my spine.My lips beckon for yours,Your kiss is so intoxicating.My eyes gaze upon you,If only you knew how beautiful you are.Oh my love,If only you knew.Your touch makes my skin scream in ecstasy,And cries for you when you abandon it.The pressure of your body on mine,A feeling I cannot describe.When you are gone for too long,My body longs for yours.My skin longs for your touch,And my lips long to be caressed by yours.My darling,I do not think you know how much I love you.Perhaps that is my fault,And I am sorry.But my dear if only you knew,For I cannot describe it in any language.If I wrote a poem telling you how much you meant to me,How much I love you.Darling,I'd be writing for days.I would die for you my love,If the situation ever came to it.When you look at me,I see the adoration in you
LintukotoLife as a stained glass window in the cosmos:a well of misfortune, shattered hours,pieces of night and liquid decades.A bird crosses the universeand in the corner of eternity it warblesa song that encloses everything.I escape to the route of tempest:the galaxy, oniric labyrinths,a spiral path to madness.
LettersWrite me letters.i."Tell me your story," a shy smile accompanies the words, as he leans towards me, hands wrapped around my perpetually cold ones. "Please." It's eighty degrees centigrade, and yet I'm wearing my favourite sweatshirt, the one with the white strings that he he can't seem to stop playing with. His fingers inch up towards the laces again, and I gently push my hands back towards him, sighing as I frustratedly tell him for the umpenteenth time to stop it. I close my eyes and let out a breath, muscles loosening [but immediately tensing again]. He can feel it too, and squeezes my wrists gently, forcing me to release my clenched fists. "Please," he implores. I shake my head slowly, musing.ii.I've fallen over my own feet for the billionth time, it seems, and he's cracking up at my clumsiness. I snap my teeth together in an effort to keep it together; to focus on the ground before me. He grabs my hand and smiles like it's the best day of his life, swingin
The Paper Ghost Throwing down her pen in frustration, the Author cried, 'What is it you want?!'The boy standing in the doorway wrung his hands in embarrassment, 'I want a story...' Exhaling deeply, she studied him. Her gaze ran over his soft hair and the slight iridescence of his skin. She noted the odd way that the boy appeared to shimmer like a haze of heat. His eyes were deep and brown, and his lips played the tune of a nervous smile. 'I cannot give you a story,' She said brusquely, 'I am all out of stories! Look at me! I am hollow, I am gone, I am nothing! You want a story?' The Author paused whilst he nodded, 'Then go out and live! Breathe the air, god knows, I wish I had that sort of freedom. Draw pictures, play music, live your life! Drink the nacreous waters of freedom, break out of the words that chain your mind. I am a human, like you! I need time to myself too, and I cannot always be a source of your entertainment.' Shaking
To My Almost-ChildSorry you never had a name.
A Small, Good ThingHer mother used to take her out for rides on the motorbike at night. The girl would cling to her mother's jacket, perched on the back of the seat. They used to ride around the island in the dark. It only took half an hour to go all the way around and back to their house. They'd ride by the sea, black as oil in the night, and by the rental houses and the pancake house and the fire house. The daughter would often stay up, if she happened to wake in the night, in the hope that she'd hear the garage door opening.After the divorce, when the house on the island was sold and they moved to a place where the out-of-doors at night was no place for women, they would sometimes get up at night to sit at the kitchen table. The girl had night terrors, even sitting in silence at the table with her mother was much better than being alone in a room with the lights off."I've been talking to a man on A.O.L.." her mother said one night.The girl looked up at her, knees to her chin and arms around her kne
SeveredI lost my heart on the edge of eternity.I dropped it off there thinking we would come back.Thinking we would come through, but we broke paths.We lost our maps, we lost each other.
Forgotten heartmaybe i was lonley,maybe i was sad ,but maybe i wasn't the only gril that ever had,a love,a lost,a forgotten heart,a heart that needs to learn to restart,a that is covered in woodworm and cobwebs,a heart that doesn't want to see day again,and maybe if i wandered back into the sun a god would gentely touch me,and make me whole again.
Don't Leave I Need You.As I stand over your grave and cry, I can't help but wonder, where did you go? It's been three years that I've been without you, my brother, I miss you so much! Life hasn't been the same without you here with us, Jim. No one laughs anymore. Everyone misses that shit-eating grin of yours, we miss it so much. That smile, I never thought I could miss it so much. Only until I heard the news that you were gone, that's when I realized I would forever miss it. Jimmy, be proud of us while we live out your legacy please? We're going on; we're doing this for the fucking fans, and you.When I seen the news I died inside. My heart sank and I sulked to the floor and stared absently at the wall. Jimmy, what, no! He wouldn't leave us! He can't leave all his fans, his family, his brothers, me. Jimmy, who was always so carefree and happy. He wouldn't sink down to the hollow depths of death, would he? It could never be imagined that Jimmy would be gone. He was in our lives for eighteen years and now he'
this is the distinct linemy subconscious hates me.maybe even more than ihate myself right now.impossible, i know, butjust listen.i dreamed about you last nightfor the first time in a long time.you called me. your voice stillmakes my heart do enough flipsand tumbles to make me sick.not in a bad way though. neverin a bad way. but in any case,you called and you weren'tangry. we weren't awkward.we just were.i smiled and it wasn't fake.i dreamed that you could still loveme or that you still did.one of the two. i can't remember.either way, i felt whole again.that's a feeling i thought i'dforgotten. i should forget it.i could still speak withoutworrying what people would sayto me. distinct sympathy intheir eyes even when i sweari'm okay. in my dream, ipromise i wasn't lying.i was on a plane. the sunlighthurt my eyes. but i was flying.i dreamed i was a bird. it didn'thurt until morning when i wokeup and felt like i had fallen.my whole world in pieces becausei'm not really a bird witho
Nevermind My Love-She- 'Bye! See ya!'-me- 'Wait!'-She- 'What is it?'...(I Love You)-me- nevermind